Im lost without you...

seekinglifedeen
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My Sect
Sunni
Religiousness
Very religious
My Profession
Retired Person
Marital Status
Divorced
County/State
Utah, Salt Lake City
Country
United States
Registration Reason
I'm registering to find myself a partner
A Little Bit About Me
O'siyo, tohitsu? I'm proud of my cherokee heritage.
Choo - Ta - Gee - Ta - Lih = is my Cherokee name.
Who am I? By birth, My name: is Paul Jason Roberts.
My Islamic name: AbdulRahman X, was a chosen name given by my character.

I was born with gate complications / physical disabilities. As a baby i was electrocuted. At age 3 had hip rotation to help on my gate. Towards walking. Age 6 had surgery on my feet, to assist on my gate and to walk. Age 13, I was hit ranover and dragged by a van. Was in a coma for six weeks. Suffered permanent brain damage, (TBI) loss of brain tissue, neurological complication, broken leg bone and broken ankle on opposite leg. Possibly broken my back.
A doctor caused medical malpractice causing me to have seizures. (Day before I turned 19.)

I am divorced, with one child.
3 years ago I met a Somali woman at a halal restaurant I was volunteering at.
Long story, we were together 6 weeks.
She lied cheated used me controlled me hit and abused me.
I am a victim of domestic violence.

Activities I like and or enjoy:
Cooking, writing, garden, nature, helping others, teaching, learning new languages, studying health and nutrition, reading Quran. Family oriented life... Loving relationship is commitment of both individuals. Not just one.
Unfortunately I have had a difficult life, the only thing I wished. Is to marry young, have a large family, grow old with wife and raise our children, then later grand children, and great grandchildren.

I'm doing my best to honor Allah, inshallah. I need a proper, good willed muslimah.... To help me, as I help her. We complete one another!

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What I Am Looking For
This question is vague. For Allah controls our fate and answers. I not wish to just marry, but a life partner and deen! Allah knows who I seek. If Allah destin us. We shall be true! Honestly, openly, lovingly, communicatively; no secrets, no lies, only truth and success in our lives following truth of Allah.

Furthermore, I do like long hair. Conservative. Natural: implecating- no need wear make-up and earrings, no body art. Just natural look as day Allah gave you life in this world.

Seeking a muslimah willing to wear niqab in observing to Allah, at proper time and place.

In honesty... A woman to grow old with. In honesty... A woman to bear lots of children... In honesty... A woman who accepts and loves the one Allah bless her with...

Your height, weight, skin tone, language does not matter to me. As long as your the destined, your achieving goal is to come openly and embracingly.

Read the signs... Which Allah gave out for you.

It may be yes, it may be no. Ask openly to our Creator, Allah.

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Personal Information
My Citizenship
American
Country of Origin
United States
Willing to Relocate?
None
I am Looking to Marry
As soon as possible
My Income
Prefer not to say
Marital Status
Divorced
Would I like to have Children?
Yes
Do I have children?
Yes
My Living Arrangements?
Other
Country
United States
County/State
Utah, Salt Lake City
Distance
unknown
Appearance
My Height
1.85m (6' 1")
My Build
Medium
My Hair Colour
Dark brown
Colour of My Eyes
Blue
Do I Smoke?
No
Do I Have Any Disabilities?
Yes
Education
My Education Level
College
Subject I Studied
teaching, medical, and fitness.
Language
My First Language
English
My Second Language
Spanish
Work
My Profession
Retired Person
My Job Title
Retired do to Disabilities
Religion
Religiousness
Very religious
My Sect
Sunni
Hijab/Niqab
Prefer not to say
Beard
Prefer not to say
Are You a Revert?
No
Do You Keep Halal?
I Always Keep Halal
Do You Perform Salaah?
Always